Wednesday, August 22, 2007 . 5:41 PM

Yes, so many people posted about exams/mugging. I think i post also bah.

Recently, life is quite calm. Dunno why, the sound of peaceful waves keep on resounding in my mind, although im in a room of four walls, sometimes called "hell". Im reaching success to my "never mind" road. Its not completely nvr mind, still clinging to my old principles, but just, not that easily agitated anymore.

In fact i haven't lost my temper for a year. Hehe (bragging lol)

No lah, i just feel... 无所谓. Don't want to explain what is it. I mean, lol, it's hard to explain. Later break my own words = sia suay lol.

Somehow, i think the "inner genius" within me come out abit liao. Coz.. everyone was like commenting tt the prelims were killers. Then people were mugging like lunatics "to prevent the same mistake". I just feel..."随便lah..". I din study much, compared to mid-year i slacked down even more. But the papers just came as a breeze to me (not saying its very easy lah lol). Naturally, I was able to pen down the things that seemed so new, and it seemed like i learnt from my past mistakes all at one go. It feels good.. budden when the paper is done, everyone were like crowding and discussing the answers. I rlly dunno wad to discuss about, but sometimes i jus join in to share my answers (if they ask). Lol. So shuang over here, like "confirm A" liddat, then in the end flunk diao jiu sia suay. Well, flunk, i oso nothing to say and is quite open to it.

My mind and heart really lightened alot. The worries I used to have were gone, in fact, solved. Some things maybe have a permanent place in my heart. For eg. my mind lighten, i did not XD.

It feels great to finally get my cries heard, to get the trust i longed for. It feels great to have Carlsberg under your bed every week XD. Im a greedy man, not satisfied by the freedom of worries i have now, always wanting more. Hehe.

One more week to go, good luck to everyone.