Tuesday, September 12, 2006 . 6:41 PM

K lah, SINCE so many ppl requests, wo jiu continue blogging ba. Shall i make it a more relaxed blog which talks abt my life? I dunno, tts not really my style. But SINCE so many people, so many of my fans keep requesting, haiz, bo bian lah.

Talk abt today lah. Went to see doctor, so nvr go NP. I nvr pon, i went to see doctor. And alot of ppl borrow full U items from me, so, be grateful to me ba, wahaha. U see lah, it is really nothing to talk abt what. Everyday dou shi go school, read book, sleep, eat, go home, eat. No life la...and Im also not good in expressing myself, neither do i like to talk abt myself. But SINCE so many of my fans keep on requesting, how can i reject? Haiz, that's the bei ai of having so many fans. Everyday want autograph from me, everyday ask me this, ask me that, now zhui dao my blog, like tabloid reporter liddat. Can dont so like me or not? Like also mus have a xian du one wad. I know i all way versatile, haiz, sad ah.

K lah, talk abt NP again. In the past, I somehow have passion for NP, I somehow feel that I have my place, and I like what i do, in NP. But as things go on to Sec 3, things changed alot liao. Somehow.... I feel that the bond is incomparable to what's in the past.There seemed to be something lacking within. This something, somehow keeps telling me that, NP veery sian, very lifeless. I guess the HO is may be part of that "something". I really lost thaat passion. Even a promotion test, i also hesitate about going or not. I dunno why. It might be the change in CIs too.

Ah, siao liao. My fans request for something humourous then i keep talkin abt something they dont understand much, and it's not funny summore. AH, talk abt my homework lah. Still owe Ms LSF alot of hw bah... 2 zuo wens, recently, still gif us 1 more, so in total is 3. I think.... late hand in, zhen de is nvm de, since u're not going to return to me so early, why hand in so early. Summore, late hand in gimme more time to think, produce better work. I guarantee lor, more than 90% of the ppl who hand in on time, dou shi hand in for the sake of handin in de. I dont lor, I put my own emotions and devotion into the zuo wen itself, and put what i think straight inside. Trust me, what the teacher wants to see, is not what she expects, coz if she expects it to be liddat, it means it's jus any ordinary, common work. But people jus hav this mindset lah, if the student dont hand in work on time, condemn them as bad students. Well, i dont care. Imagine, what delightful irony it will be, to prove these people wrong. A student who hands in work late, keep getting chased, yet, the work is of quality. Why not hand in work of quality, yet on time, u say? Im not so pro to do that lah, i need time to think, for inspiration. U can lah, i cant though.

This brings us to the next topic. If, u behave well, u r of good character, only because u want to avoid trouble, u want people to have good impression of u, i directly shoot u, u r a shallow hypocrite. Say what i like, yes, i am goin to do so. If u r good in nature, no matter how hard u try to be evil, people will still know that u r good. If u r evil in nature, no matter how hard u try to be good, people will know u r evil. That is the whole point, but who exactly cares? Everyone is jus concerned abt leading their own life, achieving in their own work. Friends have become tools that kill ur boredom, that is all. U help them, bcoz adults teach u to do so since young, bcoz the CME textbook says so. U completely do not have a mindset of your own, or rather, u only have a mindset that contains yourself, self-centreed, in another words. I am silly, yes i noe, for noone will be able to do what i request.

Sian. Nothing humoruous again. Mus disappoint my fans. Haiz, but i prefer to put out all my sorrow in the blog lah. Humour is jus not my style. Im never good with words.