Monday, January 22, 2007 . 11:32 PM

Currently very down. Very very down. Ok ok… I try to distract off writing about a war.First thing first, I list out the things he scolded me for, then i will show u how poor his character analysis was. Aiya, common case for adults, dunno how to analyse people, mindread people, jiu act smart, act pro.

He scolded me for:
1) Only do the things i like (Self-centred)
2) Din care about the class (Self-centred)
3) Breakin my promise (to help him) for my own things (Self-centred)
4) Always with my cliques, din engage with class well (Anti-social)
5) Organise activities, and only ask the ppl i like. (Anti-social)

Zun bo, Mello anti-social, self-centred. *Clap clap clap clap clap*. U noe, analysing me to be liddat, is equivalent to deducing that a grasshopper is blue. Clap clap. Wonderful. K la, mayb i should defend myself abit la, although i don really find a need to. First thing first la, Only do the things i like. I dont really get wad he meant by this, but literally, who will do things he dont like. Orh, if he meant, i have the responsibility to do, even if i don like, mus oso do, ok, so, wad example or evidence he got? The only thing he can get, is number 3, breaking my promise to help him carry things. Wtf uncle, chalet starts on the...28th, and the morning of the 28th u ask me go there carry things for u. Reasonable or not, i cannot have my own schedule ah. My schedule certainly overrules ur order. Then? What u have to argue abt this? ORH, u said i ask u to bring some things, so tts why i mus go ah… you can don’t bring de what, and u brought something I din ask for, lol.

Number 2, din care about the class, and number 4, always with my cliques, din engage with class well. Well done well done. Soonbeng they all hear this, they got so fucked up. For several times I prioritise p2 de thing, and gave up my clique de outing. Fine, maybe liddat too small of an evidence. Second thing, I did post about how to improve on the class, its departments’ efficiency, I dunno if everyone remained oblivious to it, but certainly I did try and do something for the class. Lastly, number 5, amusing. Once I organize a “p2 outing”, it will be “p2”, and whole class will be invited, not only the people I like. But of coz, some that are strongly detested by the majority, or even by all, will not be invited. Maybe… it isn’t “some”, but “one”… I dunno, lol. Haiz.

Write for so long, and then, still very sad. The feeling of being ignored by her….so painful, hurts me deeply… I hope she dont hate me. If so… I really dunno how sad I will become. Perhaps its jus some things tt I’ve done wrong, or maybe… I shouldn’t have start all these… There isn’t any mess for me to clear up, yet there is a huge pile of mess. Haiz. Drowned in the sea of sorrow. As time flows by, I will find my shore? Ppl say, who tied the knot mus untie it? So afterall only she can be my buoy in the sea eh? Hopefully… Haiz. The feeling hasn’t fade, though she has done much to show many things, but I jus…. Couldn’t put it down. Stubborn man, yeah, I know. Perhaps things between me and her can turn out well?


我的心情若彩上了颜色，那会是半灰半蓝的颜色
我的心情若拥有了温度，那会是世上最冷的温度
我的心情若变成了天空，那会是闪电交加的天空
我的心情若添上了符号，那会是了结一切的句号