Sunday, August 09, 2009 . 4:31 AM

Whenever i feel Zzz + haiz + gg-fied, i will always come back here to write something.

First, thanks to Weijian and Huimin for posting things which i "hoped" to hear. But not much use la, got 2 monkeys come and add on to the "suanning comments" again. Wrong number man, HL. Click on "Hum Ji Niao" and repost the address there.

Decided to remove my playlist, coz i realise the 30 sec playback thing is kinda irritating. Even i myself have to login to my imeem everytime. No music from now.

Waaa FUCK man. All my life now is surrounded by just
1) Pool
2) Mahjong
3) School & No School
4) Computer game
This is freakin...... irritating. This isn't what its supposed to be like when im 18!

Think i must make a breakthrough in my life. Change to
1) Marathons
2) Community and social work
3) Public campaigning for good causes
4) Hardcore mugging

Haiz. Feel so useless. Even feel more useless when i noe of someone called flasher loo. What a disgrace.

Why people around me always follow a certain kind of format in terms of character? Years ago, it was like this. Years later, nth much changed. Until the present, still nth changed. I rlly.... don get the rationale of their thoughts.

And its kinda shameful for me to realise that im beginning to become not much different from the rest. Im still the same as ever, always figuring out what people need. What has changed is...... I don't have any more courage to take on any action. More fearful than before, about being wrong in my deductions. Not the kind of "I want to save the world" person already. And its worrying for me.

Sit-and-watch is probably the biggest source of regrets for people ever. And it's not sensible to say that regrets always come and go. Coz it kinda suggests, people around you are meant to take and throw. That kind of idea makes life too gloomy.

I guess thats all. Getting sleepy. Continue next time.