Tuesday, April 17, 2007 . 9:35 PM

Yeah, it’s me again. The new post that all of u are waiting for! Wootz! My Round-the-world concert is going to start! 1 July man! Don’t forget! My fans, I’m just as excited as you all. Let us all countdown in our hearts to the exciting night!

I got nothing much to say. Or should I say, all I wanna say is kept within me, and I dunno to say or not. Well, I guess, for the sake of my fans, I shall open up abit. Let’s talk about my class. Well, it’s the last year, and ppl say, leave no regrets, right? I’m now open to two routes to choose: make the best moments with my cliques, or, change myself to integrate with the class. But I know, I will only find true joy, through making the best with my cliques. Regarding the class, I will still participate in events / activities, and if the call for me comes, I will do my best to organize things, as the Functions Head. I once thought about… building the same bond me and my clique has, with the class. But I gave up that naïve thought now. The class… is reasonably bonded, but if it wants to cross to the clique level, it’s kinda impossible. K la, I go straight to the point. Apart from my responsibility as Functions Head, and as a class member, I don’t feel the need for me to be involved. Perhaps keeping me not involved will help build the class that the class wants. Be it this or that, my beliefs definitely cross with the majority of the class. I just… don’t have the feeling anymore. Somehow I feel that the class is there bcoz that’s the school’s arrangements, the bonding is there because outings were called for. It is unable to cross the bonding level because everyone just choose to lead their own lives, everyone just have different priorities, everyone just cannot open up. I used to get kinda irritated in the past, but now, im kinda numb. I know, there are people in the class who truly hopes for a strong bond, and does not mind sacrificing own time (be it for study, or for clique). I thank and respect you. Not to boast or make false proclaimations, but I once had that mindset too. I cannot help but to compare the level of enthusiasm, openness, of the class, with my own clique. I know there will definitely be a difference no matter what. But at least, the difference gap can shrink, right? It hasn’t ba, I should say. Ppl say, be it u like the class, or numb to it, you still have to show that u still care. Well, if I din care, I would not have even want to be in the class after school. Ppl say, now it’s the time to prepare for our O’s, so the bonding can put apart first, after the O’s, we can have all the fun we want. Sorry, that’s really preicisely why our bonding cant cross the level. Academics are important, that is a fact, yes I understand. See it in this equation:

Academics affect which school u can graduate to, if u get into a good one, u get a lot of courses in the future, it affects ur career, it affects ur future. So, u don’t have enough money, u wont have a good quality life. Realise that it’s all you and you. Nobody else.

Friends are not forever. However they will make an impact on you whether u like it or not. When humans are put together to construct a bond, that is the true meaning of life. Life is not about pursuing all your goals, your aims, your future. Life is not you alone. Even u are gonna get a low pay job, so be it, u die with no regrets, knowing that u understand the meaning of life.

I may sound like a random idiot talking rubbish philosophy and naivety over here. But trust me. The true joy in life, is not to do all the things you want in life. It is to learn as much things that u can. And trust me, what you should put as priority, is not learning from the books. There are far more knowledge than those the books have written. Learn, from others, the goodness of human, the goodness of life. To do that, the only way is to forget that you have to do this. Why? Sounds contradicting right? You see, if u put that in mind, that will be your target. And that will revolve back to the thing that im disagreeing about. Mark out where u are standing, mark out where you want to go. Once you done that, close the lights, and begin your journey in life. Ok basically if u don’t understand the above expressions, it just mean, you cannot keep that aim in mind, or you will never ever be able to make true friends with your true heart. Just go on life naturally, making out your best with your true friends, enjoy it, and you will find yourself learning naturally, without you controlling it.

Having no target brings you to the furthest target. Contradicting eh? Definitely, if you wanna set targets, it will be closely related to your responsibilities, fear, work. That will hinder you from the furthest target. Getting into good JC, good U, emerging out as a pro career man, so what? Realise that you have just successfully wasted 40+ years of your life pursuing something so vague. The feeling of achievement, brings you a smile ,but you are not sure whether to smile or not. Is that what u really want to make out of your life?

Yes, my fans, this is another inspiring speech made by me. Hopefully that will help you find your direction in life. Slowly read ba, perhaps read it over and over again for days. My next post should be coming quite late. Let us wait for the commencement of the concert! Yeah!PS: Don’t forget to bring your lightsticks and my albums to wave!