Wednesday, August 29, 2007 . 11:29 PM

Everyone seems to be posting about post-exam feelings. Hehe, i shall post too.

First, Gomenasai~~~ For all those who trully believed my World Cup Theory..

Second, I want to take back the "inner genius" thing, hehe. Lol, straight away after tt post, the next paper (physics), flunk diao. But i still think this prelims i will do better than mid-year, hehe.

Ya, good results are always paid off by hard work. I agree. What is meant to be yours will be yours. I jus don haf the fortune, to get good results. And i din do enough work too. Expecting sth good in return meh? Expect is expect lah, but, i dont think i can complain even if i dont get.

Upcoming are alot of events. Budden i guess i will not go for all of them. Ya the 绝世武功 i 练 reverse style, just now 七孔出血, i have to spend time to think about how to master it.

And i may be elected for the 1 month canteen cleaning post. Haiz.

Time goes by~ (yay my song!). Anyway, after exams, i also dunno what to do. Play? Play what? Who? Where?

Ok drifting further and further liaoz. Post exam feelings. Eh... I dare not say i did well, very sia suay. Just want to say tt... i don rlly want to care liao. Haiz. 考了就是考了，后悔也没用。But i still refuse to change my laziness.

不见棺材不掉泪，的确的确。可能见到了也不会掉泪。

Nvm, i nothing to say about exams liao. Yes, i also want to apologise to QingPing. I overdone the teasing. Haiz. Sorry kay?

So many things I've overdone. Zzz. 死性不改。果然还是不懂分寸。

Yes, suddenly feel like thanking people.
Thanks Dion for sendin Ah Du an sms to call me back to see SOMEONE.
Thanks Ah Du for food & lodging & play.
Thanks Shawn for accompanying me even though you wan sleep
Thanks Sb for waiting for me 30 mins

And finally, thanks to all who thinks they deserve it.
LOL. No lah. Thanks everyone for reading up till here ^^.

Question of the day.
真正的坚强
是选择不去管周遭的事，懂得放下，心情又如浮水一样轻松，以微笑面对生活
还是注意，在乎，也不会放下，脑海又如波涛浪水，却又能以微笑面对生活？

Sunday, August 26, 2007 . 11:16 PM

AhhhhhHHHH!!! These days im bloody addicted to songs from Every Little Thing. WTH! SO NICE~~~.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 . 5:41 PM

Yes, so many people posted about exams/mugging. I think i post also bah.

Recently, life is quite calm. Dunno why, the sound of peaceful waves keep on resounding in my mind, although im in a room of four walls, sometimes called "hell". Im reaching success to my "never mind" road. Its not completely nvr mind, still clinging to my old principles, but just, not that easily agitated anymore.

In fact i haven't lost my temper for a year. Hehe (bragging lol)

No lah, i just feel... 无所谓. Don't want to explain what is it. I mean, lol, it's hard to explain. Later break my own words = sia suay lol.

Somehow, i think the "inner genius" within me come out abit liao. Coz.. everyone was like commenting tt the prelims were killers. Then people were mugging like lunatics "to prevent the same mistake". I just feel..."随便lah..". I din study much, compared to mid-year i slacked down even more. But the papers just came as a breeze to me (not saying its very easy lah lol). Naturally, I was able to pen down the things that seemed so new, and it seemed like i learnt from my past mistakes all at one go. It feels good.. budden when the paper is done, everyone were like crowding and discussing the answers. I rlly dunno wad to discuss about, but sometimes i jus join in to share my answers (if they ask). Lol. So shuang over here, like "confirm A" liddat, then in the end flunk diao jiu sia suay. Well, flunk, i oso nothing to say and is quite open to it.

My mind and heart really lightened alot. The worries I used to have were gone, in fact, solved. Some things maybe have a permanent place in my heart. For eg. my mind lighten, i did not XD.

It feels great to finally get my cries heard, to get the trust i longed for. It feels great to have Carlsberg under your bed every week XD. Im a greedy man, not satisfied by the freedom of worries i have now, always wanting more. Hehe.

One more week to go, good luck to everyone.

Monday, August 20, 2007 . 12:06 AM

Have been severely warned of chinese posting. Haiz, no choice, i 身为最高级华文，在小测验中竟然不及格。Bo bian lah... chinese standard dropping. English standard nvr improve somemore. Haiz.

By the way, Nigel, don't try to tag a comment about the Higher Chinese Test.
Shawn, dont try to talk about Combined Science.
SB, No, i wont get worst for Express/Normal Chinese.

Lol. Ahh what a failure. At home no motivation to revise, go out revise also revise little only. Sad... flunking prelims? Oh man... Haiz, i just don't have the sense of urgency. Bleh~

My piggy bank left with 3 dollars. Upcoming debts:
1. Shawn's Teppanyaki
2. ZaiYeong's Present
3. Lendl's Present
4. Yishun's Present

WTH!!!! Add together, 60 dollars should be have bah? AHHH.
Nvm, what matters is the sincerity. Lol. 4 debts cleared with this sentence? Hehe.

Ah, yes, a successful post in English. Maybe Engrish. Lol.
Good luck for all your future endeavours.
Single pointer, double pointer
JC, Poly
Die, Live

It's boring to lead life by pursuing all these funny things eh...
Mattaku...

Recently, rewatched Naruto. Liked it even more and more. Ahh Kakashi is losing power in the anime... Naruto is now stronger than him. Haiz.

Monopoly is a fun game lol!

Sunday, August 12, 2007 . 10:22 PM

我还依然是那么的冷静。

我原谅他了。。
朋友之间，没什么隔夜仇
我只希望一切能平静地过
该做的事，我想到该怎么做了
还是说，我本来就在做

他说他在我伤口上撒盐
我说，有撒没撒也一样
痛就是痛，没其他的

我还真的不会说话
嘿嘿
老是给人误会
然后又补上自己的解释
人都喜欢认为解释就是掩饰
哈哈，我觉得我不这么认为

不知道，最近我好像变了
变得比较看开
比较会“算了”
想太多？不知道有没有
只觉得好轻松

你说我在逃避吗?
或许吧。。
这不太像我平时的作风
可是事实就是这样

这段时间还是要谢谢
谢谢“熊”陪我讲话四个小时
谢谢“阿杜”热情的招待
谢谢“俊杰”陪我叹气

还要谢谢所有想要帮我的人。
别再帮我了，我不值得。
真的。

Saturday, August 11, 2007 . 8:42 PM

人生真是悲哀

Advice for today:
Before you complain about others,
You go and think about how much others have done for you.

Someone argued with the family over you
Someone forced himself to oversee your bads and only see your goods.
Someone tried to put you on the right track bcoz you are about to bang a wall
Someone gave you the sincere advices when you have got problems

Just.. try to think.
If you dunno how to think,
just see, see if you have done this for tt person.
No?
Haiz, then why u go complain
Worst thing, complain about own assumptions

When you are sick, you want come out.
I dare not reply. Coz i got someone jio me.
So.. i definitely must ask,
see if they want,
then i can ask you right?
Haiz.

Huimin was right.
Help people only if they ask.
I guess, I too 多管闲事
I should have just let you come
without asking, then, you kena scold
not my problem.

Sorry ah, i think too much.
I shldnt think for people animore.
For what?
When they just try to backstab you.
People just like to assume things.
They just cannot believe that the friend beside them
is the one always helping him.

Its ok~. Life's liddat. Never fair.
No matter how much justification you make.
Someone advised me to see facts in different angles.
I hope the someone knows wad it means by that.
Its a big term~
There are just too many facts
and too many angles.

Example,
Justification can be seen as excuses,
can also be seen as the truth.
Well...
Justifying your justification
is also the same.
Tts why sometimes...
Misunderstandings can nvr be cleared
Tts why..
Stubborn people never learn.

I din learn afterall =(.
Holding back wad i compromised to
for One and A Half Years.
And i just gone into bloodlust...
An hour ago.
Sadded. But, well, nvm.

Eh, another thing.
I know its hard to trust someone who lied several times.
Ya, so, I always din get trusted.
No arguments~
Budden, it also isnt rlly nice
To ask someone not to double-ensure
because...
he knew he received 7 lies to his same question

The question tt was repeated
repeated.
Only answer was, "you dont think too much"
along with a hypocritical smile.
Oh well~. Someone told me
Humans are all hypocrites.
Ok....

Haiz, 本是同根生，相煎何太急
If i really did compromise...
why you cannot leh....
Haiz. So sadded.

Thursday, August 09, 2007 . 12:00 AM

Oh. Happy National Day! Lol.

Today went home, slept from 4.30 to 8.30.
After that slept again. from 10.00 to 11.00.

Both... woke up with this terrible dizziness and headache.
Ahhh wth. Lol. Just felt like sharing tt i feel nauseous.
So weird, to write wad i done.

Yes, i realized that i fan jie alot of times recently. Eh, as much as possible, i try to go back to stick by my rules.

过个和尚的生活，其实也不错嘛

Lol. Anyway, I've contracted the disease of Morning Overhigh Night Overdepress Syndrome. MONOS. Ahh today at bazaar was so funny. Ah too knows the series of GL that happened. So high~.

Yes, these days there's reflections going on. Realised that what i did was not rlly much of isolation nor penance, instead its more of 刀. Well, although now is "雨过天晴”, but still, im as cowardly as ever~.

And today got something to share about optimism and pessimism.

Someone dear to you die.
Is it the eternal loss of your loved one
Or is it the freedom of all human worries he gain?

In this set of quote, one represent optimism, one pessimism. Budden, lol, as a very GL person, i like to GL this quote also.

Be it the eternal loss,
Or the freedom he gained,
Within you, you want him to live on.

Eh, why liddat say ah. No reason, just like to chang fan diao. Pessimism prepares you for the worst, but actually plunges you in the worst. Optimism relieves you from the worst, but actually bottles it up and give it all in a blow. So how leh? Lol.

There is no right or wrong method. Worst is worst, wont change. Its just how you want to face it. Kopi-beng or Teh-beng. Simple as that. But still, worst is still worst. 这是小生的见解。If you don't understand, reread the 3 line quote bah.

Lemme share an interesting story with everyone bah.

一名医生为一位病人动手术
不幸的，手术失败，病人身亡
医生难道要为了这样
就为了害死一个人
而放弃拯救其他人的机会吗？

嘿嘿，可是若说那医生
做了很久，以为自己是不错的医生
可后来才知道其他病人对他的不满

医生这时才知道
自己其实根本不了解医学
单凭自己的设想去救人
“放弃拯救其他人的机会”
还能成为论点吗？

医生最多只能偶尔探望病人
最多闲聊几句，或给些建议
要他重归医院
忘记自己杀害了人
欺骗自己，欺骗他人
说自己已经可以救人了
不太好吧？

Don't think too much about it, this story is purposely to put people in series of dilemmas. There is no right or wrong answers, or should i say, nobody know wad is right or wrong in this case. Interesting right? Lol.

Monday, August 06, 2007 . 7:34 PM

哈哈，好像雨过天晴了！总觉得好快乐，好开心。

也不知为什么，因为昨晚我还在忏悔

也没去多想对或错，也没去想自己留下的烂摊子。

唱了一晚的歌，不好听，但我是想，算了吧。

总觉得，自己不再困扰于不知道该怎么变

今天真的好开心，没什么事发生，但真的好开心

可能，人不想变的时候，就已经变了

不知道，也不想知道

可是我再也不在乎自己有多么矛盾了

再怎么矛盾，我也会继续走

我能肯定地说，我依然会想太多

可是不会去想那些不该想的了吧

对不起，过了那么久还是这样

老实说，我还很怕人恨我

Saturday, August 04, 2007 . 2:02 AM

Actually i wanted to pretend that i din see it. But well, lol, it looks quite fun.

遊戲規則:
１.被點名的朋友要回答所有的問題
２.之後再多加一道題目上去(要留小名)
３.最後再點十個好朋友繼續傳下去(注意～被點名的人不能重複)
４.違規者會倒楣一輩子
５.目標：一百萬人

【ＳＴＡＲＴ…】
＊蟑螂問：你喜歡(暗戀)的人是誰?

没有了吧

＊巍巍問：如果地球即將毀滅，只能救一個人，會救誰?

看到谁就救

＊阿風問：最讓你感動的歌?

Konayuki!!

＊小盈問：你喜歡男生還是女生?

喜欢当男生，喜欢女生

＊ＣＣ問：如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在自己面前，你會做什麼?

帮她盖被

＊莉莉問：人生對你而言，最重要的人是誰?

朋友

＊ＪＯＥ問：今年目前為止做過最後悔的事情?

对不起太多人

＊阿妮問：你是哪裡人?

不要问我从哪里来~~

＊奇兒問：如果還有來生，要當女的還是男的?

男的

＊喬恩問：哪件事情讓你永生難忘?

还没走完一生，所以不知道会不会“永生难忘”

＊小玉問：你最想去哪個國家?

日本。

＊大雄問：覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是啥咪?

优点=说笑，缺点=画不清分寸

＊笨蛋問：你覺得和傳給你的人做朋友怎樣?

请问除了“好”以外，有其他不欠扁的答案吗？

＊胰臟問：如果世上所有人都背叛你，捨你而去，你打算怎麼辦?

死

＊加油問：我帥(美)嗎?(傳給你的人)?

你是谁？（传给你的人），谎话=帅，真话=非常帅

＊那那問：不會想槍斃點你的人嗎?

好问题，只可惜不能老实回答

＊鋼筆問：如果你在人生遭到極大失敗，你會怎麼辦?

逃避

＊ＤＡＮＮＹ問：如果你能變成透明人，你想做什麼?

我想看到自己

＊家宜問：對於這個遊戲感想如何?

挺好玩的

＊喔伊問：你在哪時候哪裡認識傳給你的人?

去年

＊兔子問：目前為止，被幾個男生或女生告白過?

也不知该说真话假话好

＊綠茶問：出生到現在最感謝的人?

每个人我都想感谢

＊Ｐ問：對於好朋友的定義是?

老实，真心

＊皮皮問：如果你被不喜歡的人強吻，而且還是初吻，你會怎樣?

漱口，擦嘴，自杀

＊姊妹問：單身好還是有情人好?

有情人好

＊尼銘問：覺得自己夠成熟嗎?

不会，回答“会”就不成熟了

＊蘋果問：喜歡的動物?

羊

＊快樂問：你快樂嗎？

还好

＊５５６６問：最喜歡的歌手?

Ａｙｕｍｉ

＊布丁問：友情與愛情是不是難以抉擇?

是

＊喵喵問：你會念舊嗎?

会

＊董不懂問：你心情不好時會做些什麼?

把心情弄得更糟

＊小惠問：過去讓你最想挽回的事是什麼?

所违背的承诺，所犯下的错

＊Mr.J問：你覺得我是怎樣的人?

正常人

＊小艾問：對於另一半理想條件？

老实，真心。其他的，我应该可牵就

＊JASON問：你想要什麼死法??

不想给人杀，其他的都好

＊Uno問：.........我想不到要問什麼，你可以幫我問嗎?

可以。＜―――回答了

＊玉米楨問：現在ㄉ你~想減肥ㄇ~?

还蛮想的

＊小黑黑問：你最愛滴人做什麼事情讓你最感動呢?

没有最爱的人。要说朋友的话，很感谢他们纵容我

＊正妹小豬問：你（妳）生日最想收到什麼禮物？

写上好多话的卡片

＊蜜桃惠玲問：如果你是女生,你有勇氣倒追嗎?

有

＊小屁倩問：這遊戲有比我瞎嗎？

这游戏没眼睛

＊卜娘問: 你睡覺是閉上眼睛嗎?

最近练成了“睁眼睡觉大法”

＊ＷＡ問：4cos3θ-3cosθ=?

那要看θ是什么

＊青爭問：如果一個沒有女生喜歡的男生，被喜歡男生的男生喜歡　那沒有女生喜歡的男生會不會喜歡那喜歡男生的男生？

不会

＊阿穎問：請想一個你最想和大家分享ㄉ好事！

现在是凌晨１：４７

＊Kelly問: 夏天最想做的一件事?　　

开冷气
　　　　
＊古屁問：你愛我嗎？

不爱

＊王子問：你的口頭禪是什麼？

不要鸟啦

＊順問:：這問卷可以結束了嗎?

还不行，哈哈

＊勁爆問：你覺得人活著的意義是什麼?

找到最想做的事，即使办不到也无所谓

＊小雞問：死亡筆記本是用來殺人的 那麼 "屎王筆記本"的功用是?

写东西

＊ｇｉｎａ問：你對於古典音樂和流行音樂有什麼看法呢？

古典比较有艺术性。

＊巫婆問：會騎車了嗎？

不会，现在上车还早

＊兔兔問：如果你在密閉的空間放了一個連環屁，你會勇敢的承認還是裝死?

我会勇敢地装死

＊小六問：拉完屎　你都用幾張衛生紙？

我环保，不用纸

＊阿嫺問：（以女生的角度）你希望給不喜歡的男生喜歡，還是給可愛ｏｒ漂亮的女生喜歡？

给可爱的女生喜欢，既然是以女生的角度，“可爱的女生”大概是指自己吧？

＊不正經問︰如果一打開廁所門發現裡面有一個人正在打槍，你會怎麼辦？

先办“要紧事”再说

＊大天才問: 對於奧莉薇這三字有什麼看法

有从上看到下，下看到上，左看到右，右看到左的看法

＊冰問:看女(男)孩子先看哪裡?

看。。。。呵呵呵

＊梅洛問:你诚实吗？


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Wednesday, August 01, 2007 . 8:42 PM

Shawn say new blog song not nice. Lol, maybe it doesnt appeal to all.

Changed back to Konayuki. Lol, don't be mistaken, even though i changed my blog song that time, Konayuki is still the best~.