Thursday, August 09, 2007 . 12:00 AM

Oh. Happy National Day! Lol.

Today went home, slept from 4.30 to 8.30.
After that slept again. from 10.00 to 11.00.

Both... woke up with this terrible dizziness and headache.
Ahhh wth. Lol. Just felt like sharing tt i feel nauseous.
So weird, to write wad i done.

Yes, i realized that i fan jie alot of times recently. Eh, as much as possible, i try to go back to stick by my rules.

过个和尚的生活，其实也不错嘛

Lol. Anyway, I've contracted the disease of Morning Overhigh Night Overdepress Syndrome. MONOS. Ahh today at bazaar was so funny. Ah too knows the series of GL that happened. So high~.

Yes, these days there's reflections going on. Realised that what i did was not rlly much of isolation nor penance, instead its more of 刀. Well, although now is "雨过天晴”, but still, im as cowardly as ever~.

And today got something to share about optimism and pessimism.

Someone dear to you die.
Is it the eternal loss of your loved one
Or is it the freedom of all human worries he gain?

In this set of quote, one represent optimism, one pessimism. Budden, lol, as a very GL person, i like to GL this quote also.

Be it the eternal loss,
Or the freedom he gained,
Within you, you want him to live on.

Eh, why liddat say ah. No reason, just like to chang fan diao. Pessimism prepares you for the worst, but actually plunges you in the worst. Optimism relieves you from the worst, but actually bottles it up and give it all in a blow. So how leh? Lol.

There is no right or wrong method. Worst is worst, wont change. Its just how you want to face it. Kopi-beng or Teh-beng. Simple as that. But still, worst is still worst. 这是小生的见解。If you don't understand, reread the 3 line quote bah.

Lemme share an interesting story with everyone bah.

一名医生为一位病人动手术
不幸的，手术失败，病人身亡
医生难道要为了这样
就为了害死一个人
而放弃拯救其他人的机会吗？

嘿嘿，可是若说那医生
做了很久，以为自己是不错的医生
可后来才知道其他病人对他的不满

医生这时才知道
自己其实根本不了解医学
单凭自己的设想去救人
“放弃拯救其他人的机会”
还能成为论点吗？

医生最多只能偶尔探望病人
最多闲聊几句，或给些建议
要他重归医院
忘记自己杀害了人
欺骗自己，欺骗他人
说自己已经可以救人了
不太好吧？

Don't think too much about it, this story is purposely to put people in series of dilemmas. There is no right or wrong answers, or should i say, nobody know wad is right or wrong in this case. Interesting right? Lol.