Monday, October 15, 2007 . 9:59 PM

Wtf im very very dulan lor. So many people received 番薯苹果苦瓜 sms, yet i dont have. Zzz haiz. 看来 my 粉丝团越来越小了。。。

Ben lai want to post a depressing post. Budden, well, Youth should be the prime time of life, shouldn't let a few things bring my dynamic self down. Seishunnnn Banzai~~!!

Haiz, sound more and more like Gai liao. Dunno lah, who ask me itchy hand go cre8 so many troubles. Its ok, things are coming to an end, left with only a few months, just struggle it through and get done with all of it.

Should i be thinkin this way? Actually i lied, hehe, im not thinking this way at all. Bo bian, too inflexible, things tt remain important to me remains so, clinging on to it. Call it self-deceive, self-console, i find myself living happier being a liar.

I jus think... my life becomes valuable and important when people come into my life. When i have people i treasure, people i want to protect, tts when my life becomes important. SO sometimes i dont even noe, im more important, or all the ppl around me r more important.

Tts somehow why i dont like the sentence 多一个朋友，好过多一个敌人。 When you have more people in your life, the most important ppl in your life becomes not so important anymore. Im fine with havin more enemies, if having more friends will mean tt the most important becomes less important.

多一个朋友，不一定好过多一个敌人。
不做朋友，不一定会做敌人^^

More friends, will mean a higher demand for your priorities. Whether to prioritise these, or priortise that, its hard to make a decision. When a decision is made, those tt din get chosen will feel hurt. So when you decide to run both ways, you find tt there isnt much priority given afterall, ending up with all "good friends", rather than a clique, along with a few "ok friends".

Whenever someone wins, someone will be hurt.

Be the loser, to win greater good. Tts how life works.