Saturday, November 17, 2007 . 2:01 AM

嗨大家！有想我吗？如果你有想我，那我也一定在想你。如果你没在想我，没关系，我也会在想你。

他妈的 why the intro of this post gam gay ah. Lol.

Ya la i bet tt many ppl miss me lah. Haiz. Recently abit high. But still abit down. Exams over liao, nth to do, eat full nth to do, dunno why, 就 tot of alot of 不好的回忆. Abt how several conflicts came by. Abt how many of these r exactly solved. It leaves me having to be able to work with lesser people. Regrets, but what about it?

是很悲哀没错啦，可是又怎样呢？

Haiz, in the short 16 years of life, committed too many mistakes. I was thinking of how to prevent it.

1. Show lesser of myself, be hypocritical, show only the good, 做作
2. Go for a change

I dont like the idea of 1. But circumstances force me to want to take 1. Coz 2 is very..... weird. Or lets just say im one tts reluctant to change.

Of coz theres a number 3. Tt is, let it jus go on, don care abt it, just let conflicts hit you like speeding vehicles. Apparently this looks very very attractive.

Some things i rlly rlly don like to say, and don want to say. So pls dont read it if you dont know me well enough. Its rlly not very pleasant content, easily misintepreted and taken into account. K ah, so if you dont know me well enough, can don scroll down le













Ok. Sometimes im thinking, i indeed make alot of mistakes tt i shldn rlly do. Question is, who doesnt? Not giving excuses like "since everyone make mistakes, i oso can." But was thinking, say A is my friend/family/wadsoeva.

Having A as part of my life, definitely, there will be ups and downs. And someday, say, i made a mistake, and A was very angry with me (or even worst, choose not to show it, keep it inside, and change impression)

Yes, i know, i shld apologize, so i did, tt is, if i know. But well, if A rlly think tt i deserve a lesson/punishment or something liddat, my thoughts is, have i rlly demanded a lesson/punishment before? Eh... lesson/punishment includes things like changing of impression. Im quite confident to say tt i havent rlly even demand for something if someone did sth wrong to me. But why? Why do i have to specially do something to earn back everything? Why others need not?

Is it something took for granted, or what? If the fact is, A managed to calculate tt I've done more wrong than A, question being, how does A know how many wrongs A did? 是否是我太开，A 所犯的错都被视为无？

当你对人的印象转坏时，当你想要别人补偿你时，扪心自问，他有没有要你补偿过，有没有对你反感过？

This is something i feel. A is an inexistent person (not a symbol, representative, nickname) Ya A very ke lian, always used by me as a "human figure"


Im sorry for being unable to produce a humourous post to brighten up everyone's post-exam mood. Wait till my mood brightens ba lol.