Sunday, January 27, 2008 . 1:27 AM

It hurts, to fall from the top, to the bottom.

And yet i was calm enough to say tt "it's okay"

Ironic. Regrets. Doubts.

But what about it?

The road is still long

Still got As, and U, and also work.

Pain. Failure.

Life goes on.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 . 4:28 AM

Yo! Haiz, so many fans asked me to post, bo bian. Hahaha! Anyway, today's my last day of work. Din work for very long, only 4 days nia. =(. Worked with Justin, Hongwei, Dion. What work? Hehehe. Anyway, never be a waiter if you want a holiday job. Just find a job tt got to do with computer. High salary, low workload. Haha.

Well, out of us 4, 2 are already leading a good and everything-they-have life。One, our not-very-tall, handsome guy. The other, our tall, not-very-handsome guy. Definitely, not me and Hongwei, coz we're both tall and handsome~~~! HAHAHA! Well, seeing one having a partner makes me happy for him, seeing the other..........(to be continued)

The world is such an irony. Haiz.

All the world is a stage, and all the men and women are merely players~!
And cut! (Cut wad???)

O level results coming loh, nervous? Yeah man, nvr go up stage i will lao kui sia suay tuo ku zi one. Well its ok, i have everyone to share the same excitement/anxiety/terror/horror/fear with me. Anyway, i more look forward to Nigel's English results. ^^ Sakae!

Changed the 1st song in my playlist~! Do As Infinity de song~. Should be famous for her Fukai Mori, coz Inuyasha de ending is tt song. Well, i like Enrai better though. A sad song. Yea man sad again huh? Haha.

"So... what are you emo abt now?"
"Dont emo here and there leh, like me liddat."
"Ai zai emo again hah, call me i also emo."
"Wa Mello, emo again ah, this time is wad?"
"Hmm... you want to talk? I see if i can call you later"
"Everyday emo emo, go play ur dota la"
"You emo wad lah, i owe ppl so much money oso nvr emo"
"HAHA! Oi u haven fight with me 1 on 1 leh"
"Meh meh dont emo~ ^^"
"O.O Serene rejected you again?"
"Oh? Interesting"
(Apologies to the rest whom i cant mimic)

Replies. I've turned nostalgic.

Monday, January 14, 2008 . 6:15 PM

Wah lao eh, so long nvr post, noone come here and tag "post leh~". Sian diao. Haiz.

Hmmm, its too not my style if i post what i do for the past few days. Lol. These days, totally under no stress, haha. Interested in having a life like me? Come, withdraw your JC application now! As its our (more like my) promotion period, we will be giving a free cookie to whoever that withdraws!

Haha, sound like evil promoter liddat. No lah, my life, isnt tt carefree as i thought it will become. You know, problems flow in before you can even take in a deep breath and relax. Haiz, especially for me, 这个没有，那个没有. Nono, wad i meant was not tt i everything also dont have. Zhe Ge and Na Ge means 2 things, just specifically the 2 things. Wad things leh? Interested? Come, SMS your queries now to 96****** (you shld have)! As we have yet reach the promotion period, there wont be any cookies, but well, how important can a cookie be, when compared with an opportunity to ask me things!

The recent overhigh syndrome has been acting unusually strong within me. Several ppl received my morning harassment msg. Haha, sorry, too high. But well, for how long can i still send harassment msges? For some, i can still be confident, tt i always can. For some, i cant, or maybe, from the start i already cant, its just me who thought i can.

Thursday, January 03, 2008 . 1:34 AM

Yo, hehe, one for one

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
GOD/WORM TAY HUIMIN~!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008 . 12:23 AM

Wahahaha! My playlist! Done it in the midst of a dota game with L, Watari and Near. Agony is a song tt zaiyeong recommend me one, lol, a very nice song. Perhaps i post lyrics again?

Agony - Kotoko

The dream that would come true someday
Only becomes a faint, unheard mutter
Wandering while inside the light of the night
Soon those eyes will open it’s fate
At least, yes, only now...

Feeling down after it didn’t happen, I hang my head inside the night wind
Tears Moonlight Overflowing from my palm
What do you want?
My lips uttered in the darkness

That smiling face which pierced my heart when we met
I want to protect it 　within the agonizing, crushing pain
I had embraced our fleeting promise

Just to be close to you
Just to be with you at the same time
Returning distant memories, although sorrowful, they are making me warm
Within the ever revolving thoughts
Will our peaceful end come?
The repeated question dances in the heavens
And changes into the light of dawn's sky

Everything is an illusion, they're gone as soon as they appear
My fingers that dispose my evil thoughts are entangled with a colourless chain
Which loneliness braided as much as I struggle

My heels are like cutting through the wind
It's too cold now "It's because you’re here"
But I can't let go of the other words that has fallen into darkness

Just taking a breath
Just to feel the same pain
Little by little, happiness gathers into love
Is what I finally realised
Because in the eyes that rests on my frozen shoulders
I have found the one I want to protect
At the next dawn the fragments rusted with regret which I've recieved
Shall turn into light

Just to touch each other, just to have thought of that happiness
Welling up inside
Even if we parted for a moment, becoming a bond that will never vanish

Just to be close to you
Just to be with you at the same time
Returning distant memories, although sorrowful, they are making me warm
If the guidance within these etched symbols
Ever fails again
The moment we meet again shall bypass the memories of a thousand years
And change into light


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School's gonna reopen soon.