Sunday, June 15, 2008 . 2:42 AM

Yo! Miss me ba? Haha, i know, sry. LOL. Erm... this year nvr post as frequent as last year bcoz i find tt i don have much to say now haha. I mean, im still going on with my happy happy sad sad life.

Eh, recently sibeh sian leh, lol, call...... my hp if you are bored. Its 24/7. Ya. Oiii don say until like i despo liddat lah. Is kind, not despo. LOL.

This holiday... nth much happened. The same golden and dark moments. Got 1 chalet, my JC class de chalet. Well... The idea of BBQ came across only on tt day itself de afternoon. Suggested by who? Planned by who? Things bought by who? Fire set by who? Food cooked and marinated by who? Cleared up by who?

Haha. We have to thank heaven for creating such a nice human being to exist and be part of people's lives.

I expect people to be thinking : " =.= wth say so long just to inflate urself and make urself so great "

Eh sia lah is rlly great leh! At abt 12am, the class went for a midnight movie trip, then i nvr go, stayed up with another classmate to bbq finish the food and clear up, also set up fire so tt the food is kept warm. We await their return, so tt they can still enjoy food after a movie trip.

I almost din eat any food, and after the whole bbq ended, i finally went up the chalet, and the girls from downstairs came up much later after eating, and to tell me that ALL THE FOOD IS THROWN AWAY.

Well, its ok, life has its ups and downs. Honestly, i very angry. But haiz, its all the past. Say more, and i will end up facing the same predicament as wad i used to face. But im evil lah, hehehe, only the ex-BP de know where my blog is. The rest of my class dunno. Ya. I trust them.

So far, 2 BBQs le, haha, i haven personally organise one this holiday. I dunno, i may organise, or i may not. Still mentally exhausted, i dunno why also, no problems for me to think abt, and yet im exhausted just facing the blank mind. Perhaps a little nostalgic, perhaps a little of regrets.

" For the beautiful today, i can give up tomorrow. But to strive for today, i lost the chance to strive for tomorrow. Thus, i can only allow success, not failure. " - By LittleBear

" Hopes very high, Fall very pain. Hopes not high, Fall also very very pain. Want me give up, can meh? " - By EmoBear

" HAHAHA! " - By DumbBird